Soft

The rain comes down from the sky
It eases my mind with a lullaby
There are plenty of times Ive been so sad
and everyone tells me its not too bad

They say to me my past is done
it is a battle of the mind gone numb
I want to win and have courage a bit
but all I do is sit and sit

and I think about the maddening past
Ive got to move on and be free at last
Many people suffer and strain
I feel so sad for there pain

I love the ones who encourage me
as I sit here sipping and drinking tea
I want to move and forgive and forget
I prey to god he'll love me yet

Dispite my guilt despite mypain
He died for me I love him the same
It is a battle of my mind
The sun for me has never shined